to wait in silence and ponder.
to what guy you will love next.
their minds filled with sex.
as i wait and watch.
as your love carves another notch.
i sit here with my fake smile.
you never caring
never noticing.
i greet you happily
you greet me angrily.
i try to help.
you think for yourself.
i buy a rose.
you never care though.
as it sits in a vase.
showing its glory to everyones face.
you never see it.
never notice its there.
it slowly is overwhelmed
by the darkness .
it slowly turns black.
waiting for you to take me back.
i know with all my heart. i cant sit and wait.
with my love for you to take.
as the rose resembles my love for you one thing i know is different.
........a rose never stays alive forever.








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It was like a bird of rarest-spun heaven metal or like silvery wine flowing in a spaceship, gravity all nonsense now. As I slooshied, I knew such lovely pictures...
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The richness I achieve comes from Nature, the source of my inspiration.
-Claude Monet
Heh. Who are you mooching off of? Scanner-wise, I mean.
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"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark burn out in a brilliant blaze than it be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet."
-Jack London
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